Posted by: addictionstinks | May 12, 2012

FUCK THIS STUPID DISEASE

Fuck addiction.

Fuck J.

Fuck you too God!

I’m fuckin’ done. I cannot do this anymore. I don’t want to be his mother anymore.

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  1. Amen, sister. It never ends. That’s why I dropped out almost 4 years ago and seldom look back. I am still her mom and I love her, but I am not part of her life anymore and I do much better this way.

  2. Oh man oh man. I’m sorry. I’m praying for you & him. And yes,..FUCK addiction !! I’m SO SO sick of it ! : (

  3. I was just sitting here wondering how some of my blog friends were doing and you popped into my mind. Since we share “J”s you are someone I think of often. My heart breaks reading the above post but boy do I understand the sentiment FUCK ADDICTION. You are in my prayers. Take a step away from all things addiction and that would include J. You need a break…only you can make this happen. Take care of you.I think what I have learned is it really doesn’t matter if they use or not… has nothing to do with me. Now how is that for an epiphany?

  4. this is how i feel about addiction
    closet-junkie101.blogspot.com

  5. It hurts to read these words because I’ve said them all myself (change J to K).

    You have other children, focus on them and do your best to distance yourself from J. I know its not easy but enough is enough.

    I hate addiction more than anything – including cancer (there’s a cure for that and it doesn’t make the person you love into a monster, nor does it fuck up the entire family).

    I’m thinking of you, and of all of us. Write me if you want to talk about it.

  6. I rarely use the F word. But when it comes to my son and addiction sometimes it just comes out. And at the time it is the word that fits with my anger and feelings. We’ve been on this journey with my s/a , almost 22 now for a bit over 4 years .
    I’m thankful for my FA and local support group. I love my son, so, but pray daily for help in detaching from his addiction.
    Lulu


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